Depression

Depression

    What is interesting in life ? What is it that so many people are chasing ? Is it this thing they’re calling happiness ? And what are they thinking, if they don’t have it at the moment, right now, in their own mind… How can they possibly think that an external thing, something they have no control over, will bring it ?

    Or are they chasing the happiness of other people ? People they care about… Well… That too, is problematic ! You see, we want to see people we care about happy, just to satisfy that feeling of love we have inside… And satisfying that feeling, isn’t that selfish behaviour ? And again, you have no control over that person, you have no sight over their inner thoughts… How can you be so sure that they are happy ? And by consequence that you are happy too… Or are you just convincing yourself with that apparent outer shell of their apparent happiness ? Or their imaginary happiness you created in your mind, that, certainly, they care the least about ?

    Be happy… Make people happy… Stop being selfish… Giving and caring… Taking responsibility and make efforts… etc… Believe me, these things will only make you even more miserable, they will make you struggle your whole life, and bear fruit to little to none results… You know who are the happiest people in the world ? The selfish bastards… The lazy bums… The solitary sadists… The miser greedy… Oh yes, believe me ! You wanna know why ? First, those people already have what they want : “themselves” so they aren’t chasing anything… Second, they know themselves, they know what they want, and they have perfect total control over themselves…

    Another category of happy people ? The people who have the least thoughts… What are people thinking about right now ? How they will make the money for their next project ? How they will free some time for their next plan ? What to do at home or at work ? What to say to that person or what to do with her ? That’s utter nonsense, believe me nobody can perfectly plan the future ! There are always things that happen here and there that will partially, if not totally, shatter your whole planning process… So what’s the point then ?

    Free your mind, If you wanna think, think about “Right Now !”... If you want to see someone, look at yourself in the mirror… Be selfish ! Be a bastard ! Satisfy yourself, and only yourself !!!